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| Concept art from 'The Art of Wish' book - photo credit to Lisa Dawn |
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| 'Wish' concept art - image source |
29-year-old library administrator and writer of fiction, blogs and scripts in my spare time. Currently based in Bristol.
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| Concept art from 'The Art of Wish' book - photo credit to Lisa Dawn |
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| 'Wish' concept art - image source |
Welcome to the first post of a new series I'm starting for my LIS blog page, 'Library spaces I love'!
In this series, I will be writing about some of my favourite library spaces I've discovered during my travels, with no limits on the size, type or location. I've been inspired because of my great passion and care for physical library spaces, and want to promote the value they provide to communities all over the UK, especially during a time where the viability of libraries in the modern age is constantly being questioned.
I, for one, always find myself in library spaces when I need time to myself, a peaceful place to work on a project, or simply a physical space away from my flat. I also find the presence of books and knowledge around me strangely comforting, as someone who loves to read and explore new subjects. I can't think of any other public spaces that provide these same functions that don't expect visitors to pay just to be in those spaces. This shows why libraries are not only valued, but needed by the communities they serve, which can include student bodies, small town communities, or entire cities or nations. Therefore, I want to use this series to show off various spaces, presenting how they provide comfort and value in ways that don't just include reading or borrowing books, as many non-library-users would assume.
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| Bower Ashton Library, UWE Bristol City Campus |
One of the library's most unique qualities is, of course, its special collections. Housing a variety of artist books in all shapes and sizes, these are available for students to access and view for free. Exhibits like the above in the glass cabinets are solely managed and curated by MA Printmaking lecturer Sarah Bodman, who collaborates regularly with the library staff "to deliver exhibitions and public engagement with artists' books," as well as "collaborates with staff on the biennial Bristol Artist's Book Event (BABE), and with artists and writers on [the] World Book Night project."
When summing up my personality to others, I often describe myself as an introvert.
A simple definition of an introvert is "a person who gains energy from being alone and loses energy in stimulating environments, such as social events" (Michaela Jung, Introvert Spring). If you are the opposite and gain energy from socialising and being surrounded by people, you'd be described as an extrovert.
In our society, it is more commonly accepted to be an extrovert, given the pressure to be outside, make friends, find a relationship or make an impact on the community. Introverts are often alienated from such things, given their regular need to be alone and their preferences for activities different to those commonly associated with socialising, such as parties, nights out, drinking, or group trips.
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| Free image from Unsplash - credit to Jarle Johansen |
Because of these habits, there is a common misconception that introverts are shy, bad-tempered, hermits, or generally unsociable. In reality, they are often the opposite and very much need relationships, but those relationships have to be deep, meaningful, and involve something more than small-talk or surface-level connections. Introverts may need alone-time not just to be away from others, but to 'recharge'; to rest from everyday social interactions and expectations, so they can be their full authentic selves in preparation for the relationships that mean most to them. They may still enjoy socialising, but many need solitude in-between socialising to replenish themselves. Thus, introverts won't necessarily be shy, awkward or grumpy during social events. In fact, we are more likely to be open and chatty if we have recharged beforehand and spend time with the right personalities.
Another misconception is that introverts' need for solitude means they do nothing but sit at home, making cups of tea and watching TV or reading books. While this is true for some, many of us - myself included - enjoy the act of being alone in various circumstances, including things that would normally be classed as 'extrovert' activities, such as exploring cities, going travelling, going to the cinema, or grabbing coffee to people-watch or work on a creative project.
It took me a while to feel comfortable doing these things alone, initially feeling anxious whenever I dared to sit in a coffee shop alone with my laptop. I used to worry everyone was watching and judging me for being alone, especially in a place created for social interactions, like dates, catch-ups between friends, or time with family. Am I coming across the lonely one, the loner, the person who has no friends? But over time, I realised that ultimately, other people don't care what I'm doing since they're minding their own business.
I ended up spending most of my solo time in coffee shops, as well as doing various activities and inspiring trips alone, finding the freedom of living life on my own schedule empowering as well as relaxing. I found the routine especially helpful following big changes in my life, such as moving house, starting a new job, or breakups, as it reminded me of my own agency and that I can still look after myself during disruptive times. Many introverted people act in this manner, using free time to energise themselves and be inspired by the world around them, without feeling the pressure of being with others and instead feeling comfortable to be with themselves.
As with anything, introvert personalities are a spectrum. No two are alike, some preferring the comfort of their own home and quiet time with a book compared to those who still wish to be active and engaged with their environments. Creativity is also common in introverts, using myself as an example. As a writer, I like to soak in inspiration from my surrounding world, particularly when I explore new places and find fresh ideas through their history, culture or community.
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| Free image from Unsplash. Credit to Toa Heftiba |
I'm not entirely sure why I decided to write this post now and not sooner, but if I had to give a reason, it would be that I've become truly proud of this part of my identity, and want to not only bring it to the forefront to promote myself, but also to educate on the art of 'introvert-ism' to those who may not understand it. I'm sure fellow introverts will recognise the fear of being judged for simply being themselves, so I hope this post helps clarify our misunderstood nature, while also reminding that we vary as people, just like anyone else.
Over the years, I've found my introvert side has made way for a more extroverted side, given I've made friends that I really connect with and feel comfortable enough to be open and authentic with. Regardless, I always require regular periods of solitude to recharge, such as right now, while writing this post! Life has become so much busier, and chances for a proper recharge are getting fewer and further between, so it's important to make the most of them when they happen - even if you're not an introvert.
Earlier this year, I was informed by a psychologist that I have strong signs of being on the ASD spectrum.
In other words, I am highly likely to have autism and this has been confirmed by a professional. This was based on an initial assessment I took online, after many years of suspecting I was neurodivergent in some way, and had never done anything about it before now. I could have paid for a full assessment, but the price was, in my opinion, beyond reasonable, so I've chosen to accept the results of the initial assessment, which is more than enough, because it confirms the suspicions I've had for a long time:
I'm neurodivergent, and specifically have autism and multiple anxiety disorders.
I'd already been diagnosed with general and social anxiety, explaining the nervousness and panic I've always felt during mundane tasks and with various 'basic' social interactions. Though this was useful to know at the time, I'd always suspected I was 'different' in other ways. This includes my need to stick to rigorous routines, my brain being slower than others to process complex information, and my occasional inability to read between the lines. I've now had these mannerisms confirmed as normal things for ND people to experience, particularly those on the ASD spectrum, so I feel a sense of reassurance, knowing I'm not the only one who behaves this way and that there's no shame in it.
Since having this diagnosis, I am happier and more confident. I understand and accept myself more easily and am learning how to embrace my ND traits instead of reject or hide them. I know why I've found it difficult to learn certain procedures or processes in my job in ways I couldn't put my finger on. If someone explains a process to me, or if I read it on paper five times over, it's unlikely I will take it all in, because my brain will simply not allow it. It's like my mind is a sieve, constantly filtering out essential information, even though I don't want it to.
I now understand this is likely related to autism, since my brain processes operate differently to others, and I need to take longer to piece together information compared to, say, a neurotypical person. I have been frustrated at myself in the past for behaving this way, but I'm trying to be more patient with myself now. I try to more regularly communicate what I need to learn and process instructions, which is usually an in-person demonstration of a procedure, a video-call meeting, a conversation, or clear written documentation. That way, I'm expressing my needs and learning skills I need for my role without making things difficult by saying nothing and struggling alone.
Outside my paid work, I have taken on a voluntary role with the Neurodivergent Library and Information Staff Network, where I manage the content for the network's official website, including their blog posts, events page, case studies, and more. It means a lot to be selected for this role, and know I'll have even a small impact on neurodivergent library staff, who may not feel seen or heard in the sector, in the same way I was before I discovered the network.
Overall, I've found a new sense of belonging and purpose since my diagnosis. Even it wasn't a full assessment, it meant enough to me, given I can liken my characteristics to well-known neurodivergent traits. I'd like to use this story to encourage others to seek their own diagnosis. If you suspect you have neurodivergent traits, seek professional advice, but don't pay more than you can afford. Sometimes, self-diagnosis is what's needed, but make sure to do your research if you go down this path. Here is some guidance on self-diagnosis from the National Autistic Society.
If you'd like to follow the Neurodivergent Library and Information Staff Network, you can find us on our website https://nlisn.org or follow us on Bluesky. I'll post my updates for NLISN occasionally on my LinkedIn too, which you can find on my 'Contact Me' page.
For almost three years, I have been working as a part-time library administrator at UWE Bristol, commuting from Weston-Super-Mare to the Bristol office twice a week. Despite loving my work, it has been difficult sticking to a part-time role and making long, expensive commutes at the same time, struggling to make ends meet and facing exhaustion and stress from inconvenient commutes.
Regardless, it has given me the essential ability to focus on my postgraduate Diploma during my free days, which would have been near-impossible while doing full-time work. The ultimate goal has been to secure full-time work in a role I really want shortly before completing my course, and hopefully give me an opportunity to move back to Bristol. While living in Weston-super-Mare with a friend has been beneficial in so many ways, I have always felt the desire to return to Bristol, and this desire hasn't changed even after two years of being away.
And now, after many months of applying for various jobs, I can finally say, with great excitement, that I have secured a new position at the University of the West of England as an 'Education Services Operations Administrator', and successfully moved back to Bristol as a result!
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| View from the Grain Barge bar in Bristol city centre |
The job
In my new role, I work two days a week in the 'ES Operations' team at UWE, who manage the maintenance of library spaces, completion of works and purchase requests from across the department, keep administrative records of new and existing staff, and handle conference bookings for staff development. The role was advertised shortly before the end of my PG Diploma, which was perfectly timed, given I was actively applying for jobs and hoping to move back to Bristol once securing a full-time role. This job will give me valuable experience and knowledge of the operational workings of a university library department, especially one connected to various academic teams.
Thankfully, I can continue my role as a library administrator alongside the new job, given both roles are part-time, with one taking up 2 days and the other 2.5. Thus, I am now working 4.5 days a week in two different but connected roles, allowing me to increase my knowledge and experience, while continuing to work in a department where I've established good working relationships. I've been on the job for around three weeks, and it has already given me a great routine, keeping my mind occupied and giving me the security of near-full-time earnings.
The flat
My new home in Bristol is a beautiful flat in a shared building, based just off Whiteladies Road in the district of Redland. I have always liked this area of Bristol, and while I hadn't lived there previously, I could see why it was a popular and desirable area. Whiteladies Road has everything: shops, cafes, bars, a cinema, beautiful areas for walks like Clifton Downs, and a gorgeous local library which I've already made use of.
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| Redland Library |
I also feel incredibly fortunate to be living with a friend of mine, avoiding the stress of moving into house-shares with complete strangers. It was pure luck I got this opportunity, hearing about an upcoming vacant room through passing conversations and eventually realising it might be a good idea to express my interest in it! Without this opportunity coming along, I may not have moved out of Weston-super-Mare, given the affordable living costs and the fact my partner only lived a few minutes away. Nonetheless, securing the new job at UWE sealed the deal, since my full-time hours require me to be based in Bristol, and I couldn't waste the chance to live in a stunning part of it with someone I was already friends with.
The flat itself is beautifully-kept, with lots of large windows that create plenty of natural light. My room is small, but cosy and comfortable, and I have a lovely tree right by my window. Obviously it's so much easier to get to work, the dreaded two-hour commutes from Weston-super-Mare long behind me. It may be two buses for the new journey, but in total it only comes to about half an hour on the way in and forty-ish minutes on the way back. It feels far more relaxed than before (not to mention cheaper!) and I can go from place to place in the city whenever I want with regular buses only a five minute walk away from my flat.
The course
I mentioned my postgraduate Diploma in Library & Information Services Management, which I have been studying for during the last two years. Well, around a week ago, I was very excited to have completed and handed in my final assignment, bringing the course to an official end (at least until my final grades release and my graduation in January).
Given this was a distance-learning course from the University of Sheffield, I had to engage with all the content remotely, which was convenient, but mentally exhausting after a while. Regardless, it has been an essential building-block for my career, giving me the qualification I need to make me credible for various library/information jobs. Now the course is done, I have more time to focus on learning my new job, juggling it with my existing role, and using my spare time to research future roles, update my CV, and take on new CPD opportunities.
My writing
As you may have gathered, I am extremely happy to have more free time for creative writing, which includes updating this blog as regularly as I can, potentially writing research publications in support of my library career, and continuing to work on a draft of an original novel. I spend far too much time talking about writing instead of actually doing it, so I'm hoping to make the most of the free time I've been given to finish several projects. Moving to a new place has also given me a lot of inspiration (as it so often does), making me energised and ready to do as much writing as I can in my new environment.
Regardless what content of mine you read or keep up with, I hope you enjoy whatever I post, whether it's jut my silly ramblings, LIS-specific content, or, maybe one day, a published book. Who knows what I might have completed by the end of this year? I can't wait to find out. :)
For those who know me, you'll be aware I don't "game" that much, nor would I consider myself a "gamer" by any stretch. But there are a few exceptions to that rule - a select few games that have impacted me in a way I could never imagine, whether from story, characters, soundtrack, or the central focus on choice-based gameplay, which determines what kind of ending the player will get.
There are many games that have incorporated the choice-based mechanic, with varying methods and results. Examples of this include Life is Strange, Night in the Woods and Mass Effect. However, in my view, there is only one game that has not only mastered the choice-based mechanic, but perhaps revolutionised it and therefore influenced games that came after it.
That game is "Undertale", an 8-bit-style indie game created by Toby Fox.
I am in the final semester of my Library and Information Services Diploma, and one of my core modules focuses on the public, school and prison library sectors. As someone who has so far only worked in higher education libraries, I didn't think my interests would expand so widely to other sectors, but this course has opened my eyes to opportunities I would never have considered previously.
Before beginning my course, I pondered roles in public libraries, browsing library assistant positions while working my front desk role at UWE Bristol in 2021-2023. I have also come to know the local libraries since my move to Weston-Super-Mare, getting to know their services and their nature as essential community hubs, even using them myself as a study space.
During this time, I never quite considered the opportunities school libraries might have, or if they'd be of any relevance to me. While on my course, I learned more about the sector, including only recently discovering that primary and secondary schools in the UK are not legally required to have a library service, and instead leave it up to the school authorities on whether a library is "needed". As someone whose first memories of being in a library come from my primary school, this shocked me, and frightened me. After all, who is to say that the removal of school libraries won't eradicate the introduction or mere concept of reading to children?
Learning about the roles and responsibilities of existing school librarians during my module has opened my eyes to how much pressure is on their shoulders. This is not to say there is not great reward for what they do, but given the current crisis of reading and literacy for the UK's population, with only 30% of children saying they enjoy reading, there is an obligation for school (and public) librarians to improve these stats. However, as mentioned, there is also the potential for massive reward in the everyday work of librarians to ignite and support a love of reading in children.
I have personally loved reading since I was a young girl, but was fortunate to be raised in a household where reading was encouraged on a daily basis, with my mum reading to me almost every night with a collection of books in the house. Nowadays, I am consistently reminded that not every child is so lucky, many of them living in financially difficult circumstances, where parents are unable to buy books, nor take them to a public library with so many of them being closed down or their hours being cut.
Thus, I am inspired by the work librarians do to advocate, promote and run the few library services UK schools provide, as they are the agents for reading as a discipline, hobby and love for children and others, in a time where reading is in danger of becoming a niche hobby, as stated by author Jacqueline Wilson.
I never saw myself aiming for the role of school librarianship, but after hearing about the joy the library space can bring to children, many of them saying how it feels like a safe haven where they can hide away in their books, I'm keen to contribute to making that safe space a permanent ones in schools, so that new generations of children can experience the joy of reading in the same way I did, without their families having to worry about paying for books.
After all, a right to basic literacy and the joy of reading should be free and accessible to all, with no exceptions, and want to champion that for the children of the world, not just the adults.
I haven’t seen the Disney movie, ‘Wish’, in full, and frankly, after seeing clips and hearing some of the songs, I don’t want to. This film ...